Diaries

Sunday 9 November 2014

Feelings

I can't explain what am feeling or even how am feeling, is it happiness? is it a feeling of fulfillment? well, since I don't have an answer to that I will just say; I don't Know!! In my third week I have been feeling like a real person, a real being living in the present and truly smiling about it.
Can someone do something like falling in love inadvertently? because I am in love and am happy about it all in a complete and infinite way!!But i ask my self why do we fall in love and how does it happen because I don't really know how or why. The Wikipedia didn't help on this one it showed me at least 3 definitions of Love and all depended on something, one that caught my eye is that  it can be understood as a survival instinct, being a way to keep beings together and continuation of the species.
What i got from this is that people choose who they wish to be with depending on what they can give or get from them......Survival they say!!!

Open Your Eyes

when you look at the past! what do u see? 
do you see the you that you were? 
do you see some distinction?
do you see yourself living the life of your dreams?
I ask you friends, family & acquaintances because i have had a sneak peek of my past today as i sat at that coffee shop with a cup in hand. What I saw was amazingly inspiring to myself to see that that was me living that particular life. 
I saw a young fellow full of Zeal and strength, believe you me, Samson of your Bible couldn't have matched it. I saw how hard I worked to build myself through honesty, kindness,love, obedience & patience in work and personal life.
Despite my multiple personalities I stayed true to who I had to be at a particular time of my life, it worked well up until I opted to and decided to stick to one.
I suck at being who I am, Living this personality I took up is the hardest decision i ever undertook but I haven't given up because I know its the #RightWay.

I went to the washroom and took a look at the mirrors as i rinsed my hands, I smiled at the reflection that stared at me and said #YouDidTheRightThing#YouAintLost

#StopForAminute and look back, it might be what you need to wipe that sad face away.

#AnotherOneOfThose
#RanjaBoyPieces