Diaries

Thursday 11 October 2012

fear

i have always lived in fear: fear of loosing, fear of hurting
and getting hurt more like the fear of pain!
fear of hurting someone through the choices i make in my life whether
good or bad whether deliberate or unintended.
some say happiness is a feeling! i say that most virtues happiness included are
just but a state of mind since they come and go
fear of beinng unhappy is one of the reasons that make people make wrong choices
soome look for happiness in different ways: some through substance abuse, some through
relationships, some through sex and some through alcohol...etc
well, in my quest for happiness i have ended up hurting a lot of people and cause pain on the way
my idea of happiness has been making new friends(mostly ladies) thus i have a number of them and i love them differently because each on of them has a purpose and are special in their own way and believe me each one rocks just like jimmy hendrix or avril lavigne with the guitarwoozoweeezu@gmail.com